been a while :/

i've been kinda AWOL from the internets for a while now, part of me feels bad about it. but the rest of me likes the lack of stress XD.

also, over the summer i share a computer with my parents soooooo yeah.

well i'm sorry that this is a boring post but i'm just saying that no, i am not dead, and in a few weeks i should be back to posting more regularly because i will be back at college and with the interwebs on my own computer!

mmmmm blankie

small break from writing my english final @-@

i have this woven pink blanket. my family has had it since before i can remember, its always been the weird giant pink blanket that doesnt seem to go with anything my family owns and i've ALWAYS loved it. its light weight and yet still manages to keep me warm. its a light enough pink so that it doesnt clash terribly with anything but its not so light that its just ugly. its the weirdest woven pattern i've ever seen and i have no idea how it came to be this way.

now its all mine and i wish i could just snuggle up in it and never leave. its a little chilly this morning as i finish up my paper. so i'm curled up in my pink blankie, mmmm soft.

awwwwwwww

this is so sweet

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20090507/ts_alt_afp/lifestyleushomelessmarriagehousing_20090507074519

a homeless couple got to have the wedding of their dreams. just goes to show that love is the one thing that can keep people going, no matter what. i wish them all the luck in the world. i teared up lol, i'm such an emo.

pffffffff

so last night i had this dream, it was short and sweet, not a whole lot to it but...kinda amusing.

so in this dream i was either dating...or like...in that awkward "i like you and you like me and its obvious but we're both to idiodic to say anything" stage. either way we were snuggling. well with a character, one of my original characters from a while ago. and it was weird because i always associated myself with his friends in the story, i mean yeah i loved him, i loved all my characters, but i guess its kinda like that friend that you love but you would never consider having a relationship with them you know? which is always totally unfair to the friend and now that i think about it, it was really unfair to this character (yes he's not real but these characters have been in my head since middle school they're so real to me by now)

but now that i think about it, after this silly and cute dream. i'm totally his type. and he's totally mine. kinda weird, i've known these characters for ages now and i'm JUST NOW realizing that, no matter how much i may absolutely love some of the other characters, i think my true love of the story might be him lol.

this makes no sense to anyone else and it isnt meant to, sorry for the ranting (not that anyone actually reads my blog anyway).